Banger. Knowing what you really want is worth 30 IQ points. If you want to, wake up every morning and spend 30 minutes writing the answer to the question - what do I really want. Watch as decades of mimetic desires make themselves known - just coming to mind unbidden even, shadows cast on the wall by the ever burning fire of your fear. But what’s this - right next to the fear, there’s another fire. It’s almost out, just embers now. That’s the fire of your true desire. But it’s been doused. Doused by two things - fear and shame. If you work through the fear - wanting what you want unabashedly - and the shame - owning that desire as having been put there by God - then slowly that second fire comes to life. And what a blaze it gives. It pushes everything unnecessary into the shadows and illuminates your path. Focus brings things that mere intelligence cannot. Go light that fire, the fire of your true desires and go and get the things you want. No, go get the things you really want. Quit lying to yourself about what it is that you really want and go make it happen.